I'm so excited today! I get to share the AMAZING cover for my work in progress: Dreamscape (Netherworld Book I). I'm hoping for a summer release, and I can't wait to share the depth and magnitude of this world with you. It's blown me away, and I hope it does the same for you :)
So without further delay, here it is:
Isn't it BEAUTIFUL? I just love it and can't stop staring at it, lol.
In case you are wondering, here is the blurb:
Every night before Amelia falls asleep she makes a wish to dream of him – the man who calls her to their beautiful private oasis, her sanctuary where she is free of her greedy landlord’s threats. But tonight, he will not call Amelia to him. Tonight, another man will step into her world to claim her. Tonight, Amelia’s shattering reality will crumble - and disappear into the Dreamscape…along with her freedom.
When Amelia dreams tonight, her nightmare becomes her new world where Seth is her captor and anything is possible…except escape. Seth needs Amelia to break the curse that binds him to the Dreamscape. He must convince her that she was made to free him, that she was made to join him.
For if he fails, he will never escape his prison, and he will lose Earth to the Netherworld where the evil Erobos wait to consume the human realm and everything in it. If he fails, Seth will lose the one thing that matters to him: Amelia.
When Amelia dreams tonight, her nightmare becomes her new world where Seth is her captor and anything is possible…except escape. Seth needs Amelia to break the curse that binds him to the Dreamscape. He must convince her that she was made to free him, that she was made to join him.
For if he fails, he will never escape his prison, and he will lose Earth to the Netherworld where the evil Erobos wait to consume the human realm and everything in it. If he fails, Seth will lose the one thing that matters to him: Amelia.
Those of you who read Horizon got a sneak peek at Dreamscape, but I'm going to post the first two chapters here for your enjoyment :) Keep in mind this is a work in progress so it hasn't been edited and whatnot. It is copyrighted and comes with the usual disclaimers.
Chapter One
Seth
Not much surprises me anymore.
This girl does.
She is delicate in every sense of the word except in her
bold stare. Instead of cowering in the
corner pleading for her life, she hugs her knees to her chest and watches me.
I watch her in return, wondering if she could be my
salvation. After a long while she lowers
her face, not out of fear or rage; it is indifference I catch in her smoky green
eyes.
What is even more interesting is no recognition toward me
lingers in her expression although this girl has seen me every night for the
past few years. To be fair to her, she
did not see me in my true form, but I somehow imagined she would recognize my
energy.
Despite the calm exterior she presents to me, her heart thuds
against her chest like a bird trapped in a cage. I stare, fascinated, as a single drop of
sweat escapes her dark hair and traces a line down her forehead—the only outward
hint of her reaction to her fiery surroundings, or is it to me?
She is beautiful—the most beautiful of those I had to choose
from. If I am being honest, it is the
main reason I have called her here; yet, something about her draws me nearer
that has nothing to do with the fine outward shell she dons. Even in her dreams she was extraordinary.
Unfortunately dreams do not always represent well the
dreamer. I never truly know who I have
until they are in my domain. Pink lips
move, but nothing comes out. I imagine
her voice is as sweet as those lips muttering incomprehensible phrases.
Is she praying to a god that cannot hear her in this place? Is she saying goodbye to loved ones?
I shake my head.
Impossible. She has no one. Another reason she is here with me.
Her body tenses when I step closer. Finally, I make out her words: Wake up.
I smile. She thinks
she is dreaming still.
I can have fun with this.
Fun does not come easily to the keeper of the netherworld.
When I’m two feet away she shifts back and thrusts out a
shaking hand. She finally speaks, and I
am rewarded. Her voice is the sweetest sound that could ever
exist, although her words are a harsh command.
“Stop!” she says.
I don’t.
She scrambles backward and jumps to her feet, facing me in a
fighting stance. With the stealth of a
cat she rocks to her toes and shifts her upper body as if for a quick escape. Eyes wild, body coiled, she might as well be
hissing at me.
I want to laugh. There
is no escape from hell.
Disregarding my impulses, I let her thoughts congeal before
I destroy her hopes. The giant pendulum
behind me punctuates the sound of her pulse.
Schwoosh plunk, schwoosh plunk…the sound usually soothes me, but in this
moment I cannot countenance another schwoosh.
She has to see this is real; I only have until morning to
make her mine, and I have wasted enough time as it is hoping to calm her before
I shatter the foundations of her existence.
Working to still my breath, my senses heighten, slowing time. She is not ready for my fake, and I easily
catch her wrists before she can bypass me.
She kicks at my shins, and I let her momentum topple us over. Her eyes fly wide while we fall toward the
carpet, and I know she expects pain from me.
I eat her fear like a fine brulee, savoring each moment.
The instant we crash to the floor, she struggles to get
away. Her scent surrounds me,
intoxicating me, threatening to steal my focus.
It has been too long since I’ve held a woman in my arms. “There is no escape,” I tell her. If there were I would not be here.
For the briefest of moments our gazes merge. She swallows, her eyes searching mine as if
she is trying to see my core. My muscles
harden in anticipation of what she will do next. Even though I would never admit it, the next
words she utters cut me to the soul.
“You’re a nightmare,” she insists. “You can’t hurt me.”
I hear the desperation in my voice; however, stopping my impetuous
reply is impossible. “Nightmare I may
be, yet I assure you I am as real as the blood that flows in your veins.”
Doubt flickers across her face. She still does not believe this is her new
reality. I glance over my shoulder
toward the fiery pit that abuts this room with no end—my prison.
My curse.
Flames burst forth at my bidding, rushing toward us. She gasps, and I see the moment she feels the
heat. I take pleasure in her realization
and let it go too far. The inferno
consumes the carpet, the sofa, even my prized hound succumbs.
She is unaware everything will reappear at my command—everything
except her. Her expression morphs into
one of utter terror. My own terror rises
as a fierce cry escapes her throat. A
few seconds more will find me holding a pile of ash.
The instant I sever my connection with the flames, they
plummet into the abyss until the next time I call them. My blood freezes in my veins. Why have I done this?
Her voice rushes out in a gust. “What are you?”
I should be used to this question, yet it pierces my heart. A muscle in my jaw jumps, and so does
she. “I am the darkness, and you are now
mine.”
Amelia
A shudder finds me as I lie in the darkness remembering the
last thing my captor said to me before he plopped me on his bed and left
through the only door in this massive room.
He thinks he is
the darkness.
No doubt he’s a monster, yet the world has never seen a more
beautiful horror. Neither have I. An angel pales in his shadow—with his dirty
blond hair, blue eyes that are deep as the darkest ocean one second and the
next the color of a summer sky. Add a strong
jaw and towering height to the mix and what you have is a man that should grace
the cover of a fashion magazine.
Yet in those beautiful, terrifying eyes I see my death. I’ve been telling myself to wake up for
hours. Unfortunately, the burn that
covers the majority of my left arm keeps me from sleeping. Where his body shielded mine, the flames
didn’t touch me, but the rest of me aches from the contact. I’ve had worse sunburns, really, but it’s the
idea of his actions as much as the pain that freaks me out.
I still don’t know what he is or, worse, what he wants from
me. I have to find a way out of
here. I have to find a way to escape
him.
The lights flash on making my eyes squint against the sudden
glare. Not waiting for him to speak, I
spin toward the wall even though his quiet approach tells me there’s no way
he’s gonna leave me alone. A soft touch
hesitates then rests on my shoulder. I
shrug it away as if it’s acid.
His grunt makes my muscles bunch. If he were an ordinary man I might have a
chance in combat. I’m quick when I need
to be—even held my own with some of the roughest thugs in Seattle, Vegas, and
recently the hopping metropolis of Provo, Utah.
The mountains are stunning, but the nightlife could use some work.
Justine used to say, “Stay sharp, kid. No one knows when their time’s up.” Well, she sure didn’t. Justine was my grandma. She died last month at only fifty-eight.
I miss her fiercely.
If she were here, she’d tell me to get over it, so I’m trying.
Thank my lucky stars she waited until I got my diploma to
ditch me; although, I’m not quite sure how it’ll help me now. I still have no idea where I am, and it’s
starting to worry me. No one’s gonna
care if this psycho keeps me for the rest of my life or slits my throat.
I’m alone in this world.
My mom only made it to twenty-one before she overdosed on
crack. My dad lasted to a ripe old age
of thirty. He got killed by a rival gang
when I was twelve. I never saw him
anyway, so my life hasn’t been much different since he bit it.
Justine was my ticket to normal, and she left me with no
money, no prospects—unless you count the hazy offer I got from Roberto.
I used to hang out with him when I had nothing else to do. He graciously asked me to share his pad under
the viaduct when I told him the news. I gave
him a swift “no thank you” even though I should have told him not even if I
weren’t half his age and he had most of his teeth. I couldn’t hurt his feelings like that. He was nice enough, but seriously?
If I hadn’t just turned eighteen I might have found
somewhere in the foster system to camp for a while. A grunt comes out of me even though I don’t
want to make a sound. As horrible of a
thought as it is, being here is probably better than wading through families
until one stuck or I got kicked out.
My captor’s hand flits over my arm, rubbing in some sort of
salve that takes the sting away but singes my nose. I would tell him thanks, but he did this to
me so he doesn’t deserve it. My jaw
clenches against the velvet strokes of his fingers. I’m gonna ignore his soft touch if it’s the
last thing I do; there’s something seriously wrong with him.
His dark voice fills the room. “I—”
His hesitation trips me up, and I almost turn around. Before I can move, though, he continues, “I
hope you like it here.”
I face him in a nanosecond.
“Did you really just say that to me?
Hello, you seriously can’t be that wacko. I mean, come on. You stole me in the middle of the night and
brought me to your lair like the freaking Phantom of the Opera then you set
your living room on fire, torch your dog, not to mention almost me, just to
make a point?
“Oh, and in case you’re wondering, I’m not one of those
girls who thought Christine should have ended up with the Phantom, so you might
as well let me go now. Save us both some
trouble.”
He smiles, which makes me clench my jaw again. With a tight flick of his head, he motions
toward the hallway. “You want to go?”
I jump to my feet, ignoring the sting of his hand sliding
down my arm. I’ve seen weird. I’ve even seen freakish, but I’ve never seen
something like him. “Where’s the front
door?”
His thick brows hit his hairline. “Even if I could tell you that, you have
nowhere to go.”
Strange answer. My
mind flits over how much he knows about me, partly because I don’t want to
acknowledge the shiver that travels over my skin, but mostly because I can’t
believe he doesn’t even know how to get out of his own pad. I nod in his direction. “Exactly how long have you been stalking me?”
His eyes come alive, yet he gives me a casual shrug. “A while.”
I send him a disgusted frown. If I did find a way to ditch this place,
would he find me again? “Don’t you know
how creepy that is?”
A slow smile covers his mouth. “Creepy isn’t the worst thing to be.”
His world must totally suck.
I smack my lips together before I lock eyes with him. “So—are you ever going to tell me why you
brought me here? I figure if you wanted
to kill me I’d be dead.” I try not to
let hope or fear show in my eyes. Who
knows just what is going to set off this freak?
In the amount of time it takes me to process what he’s
doing, he’s at my side. This sudden
burst of speed sends panic to my veins, but his calm voice stills my pulse.
He leans over, his lips a breath from my ear. “I’ll tell you what,” he says. “If you can find a way out, I’ll let you go.”
My heart stutters then speeds like a racecar toward the
finish line. There has to be a way out—he
came and got me for the love of bald eagles, and since he’s offering… “I’ll take that deal,” I say, sending him a
cocky glance.
He smirks a challenge at me.
“Go ahead.”
I glide into the hallway puffing out my chest, getting my
swagger on. Other than frying my arm, he
hasn’t made a move to hurt me, so oddly enough I feel almost comfortable around
him, like it’s okay to be myself. It’s
just a matter of time before I discover the hidden latch to my freedom. He doesn’t know how tenacious I am. He’s also right behind me, and I’m hyper aware
of his every move. We’ve got something
weird going on between us, but heck if I know what it is.
I’m tempted to check his face to see if I’m headed the right
way, but I keep my back to him. Flickering
tapers set into curly candelabras drape the space in a caramel glow. Although extremely cool, it’s not much light to
go by, which, unfortunately, makes it twice as hard to see where this hallway
leads. The super weird part is there are
no other doors or even windows, just a dingy corridor that seems to stretch on forever. I stop to tug every sconce, thinking one will
give under the pressure and unlock the door to my freedom. No such luck.
I bristle at my captor’s dark laugh but keep going.
After a few minutes of getting nowhere, I sprint forward,
running as fast as I can on the uneven surface.
He follows behind me. His
breathing is even while my lungs ache so bad I’m worried they might burst after
only a few minutes.
The hallway stretches forever in front of me like an endless
highway to Nowheresville. One thing’s
for certain: I’m getting nowhere, so I
slam to a stop and bend over, sucking in wind.
This is the worst shape I’ve been in. I got kind of lazy when Justine took me in
five years ago. At first after she found
me, I made life pretty difficult for her, thinking she was just going to ditch
me too. Wouldn’t you know it the minute
I thought I’d have her forever is when she left me. Being with her was the only time I’ve felt
safe in my whole life. I should have
known it wouldn’t last.
Psycho dude inches closer to me, and I snap up, turning to
face him—the door is right behind us.
No way. There is no
freaking way. I blink a couple times
just to make sure my eyes are working right.
When that yields the same result, I lower to my haunches to check the
cobbled floor. If this thing’s a conveyor
belt, I’m a red banana.
With as much composure I can muster I say, “You’d better
start giving me explanations, buddy. Why
am I here? What is this place? Who are you?
I don’t even know your freaking name!”
Deep blue eyes flit towards the door. When he looks up again, he holds out his
hand.
I shake my head. I’m not touching him on purpose. He’s not far from me. He could snatch me up like he did when he
barged into my room and stole me from my bed, but he doesn’t.
His voice is barely audible.
“Come with me. I’ll explain
everything.”
Seth
My heart pounds against my chest. This is it.
All I have to do is stay calm and she won’t know; she won’t figure it
out. If she opens the door first, she
will have a choice to leave and given her history she will. There is no way I am letting her go no matter
what now. Even if she manages to see
through my bluff, I’ll figure something out to keep her with me. I motion for her to move ahead of me, but she
shakes her head like I want her to.
For her to be tied to me, this has to be her decision—her
mistake. I reach for the handle with
controlled movements, hoping I don’t give anything away. A smile spreads my mouth when I face the door
and block her access. The cool metal
knob twists, and I push the door away. With
practiced movements, I lead her into my shrine.
My whole body sighs once she is over the threshold. This girl might just have what it takes to
break my curse. She is determined
enough, bright enough, lovely enough, so why am I still afraid?
Like an unpracticed youth, I am not sure how to start the
conversation. After a while she grunts,
so I dive in. “You are of the blood.”
Her face pales, and I’m lost in her confused eyes. “Blood?” she asks then gulps.
Maybe not the best thing to start with. I smile at her, but she flinches. Am I that frightening? I drop my gaze and pace the room, attempting
to make myself less obtrusive. “Long
ago…”
She chuckles before she speaks and the sound startles
me. “In a galaxy far, far away,” she
says, still laughing.
I like her smile. It
brightens my mood as well as a full moon on a cloudless night. That aside, I still don’t know what she
means. “To what are you referencing?”
Dark brows furrow, and I want to smooth the lines on her
forehead. She looks as if she is going
to tell me something important before her eyes harden. “Nothing.
Go on.”
“Have you ever heard of the Oneiroi?”
She tries out the word.
“O-near-ee?” I nod. She considers this for a moment before she
says, “Um, no.”
Explanations will be difficult. If there was one thing I used to be able to
count on, it was the passing on of legend within a community. What has happened to the world? I take a deep breath and hold it, attempting
to solidify a plan. Best to start with
something she will understand. “Where do
you think dreams come from?”
She sits on the couch, her movements waiflike. Confusion narrows her eyes as she takes in
her surroundings. “Hey, how did you get
another sofa so…” She makes another
brief sweep of the room as if to make sure, and her gaze settles on Baltek. Her hand covers her mouth then she points at
him. Her voice cracks when she
speaks. “Oh my gosh, that dog looks just
like the one you fried earlier.”
It takes all my will not to laugh. “I’ll get to that, but please, answer my
question.”
Her head bobs in a decisive nod. “Subconscious, right?”
I smirk at her surety.
“Not quite.”
She gives me a belligerent stare and cocks her head. “Next you’re gonna tell me they come from
you.”
She is smart. “Actually, they do.”
She scoffs and stands up.
“Right. So you think you’re the
darkness and that you control
dreams.”
“Yes.”
“Whose dreams?”
Not the response I expected.
I am encouraged. “Very good
question. I have limited access these
days, and I need your help.”
Her raucous laughter startles me while her open body
language entices me. “Good one. You want me to control people’s dreams?”
“No.”
“No? But I thought
you just said—”
This is the trouble with the young, they do not listen. “What I said was I need your help.”
More scoffs before she says, “You have a funny way of asking
for help, buddy.”
She’s right. I may
have gone overboard with the drama, but I get out so little. “Are you willing to listen?”
Her eyes remain guarded.
“Listen, sure, but I’m not committing to anything just yet.”
“Very well,” I relent, “I will try to give you the shortest
version I am able. I only ask that you
not interrupt me. Agreed?”
She fidgets in her seat, flicking out a dainty hand as if
she is swatting a gnat away. “Yeah, sure,
get on with it already.”
Her impatience astounds me, but I continue as if it does
not. “You come from a bloodline of
clairvoyants. Your mind is capable of
reaching into the minds of others around you.”
I get a raise of the brows, yet she stays silent. I am further encouraged. “I should clarify one very important point
for you. The Oneiroi do not control
dreams, we send them. Once released,
they are for the dreamer to control or reject.”
Her eyes focus on me, and I take my usual chair, opposite her, hoping to
keep her interest. “There are legends
about us, but legends have faded in your world.
We used to be called upon for assistance; however, in recent years
humans hardly pay attention to their dreams.”
In the cutest gesture I have ever seen, she holds up her
hand as if I am her teacher. I guess in
a way, I am.
“Yes?” I say.
“I think I’m following you here, but why does it matter if
people don’t remember their dreams?”
For someone so young, she pays attention more than I’ve
given her credit for. “In the beginning
of time the Oneiroi were charged with filling the minds of royalty. This is one form of divine guidance. At first, we only gifted good dreams, but as
time went on it was clear warnings were also needed. You see. If left to their own conscience, most mortals
will choose the easiest path. It takes a
brave soul to stand up to tyranny or bigotry, yet it takes an equally brave
soul to become a tyrant or a bigot.”
She raises her hand again.
I am really beginning to like her.
“But what does this have to do with me?”
The most important question of all. “I shall make this simple; however, if you
have further questions, you may ask.”
She nods. “There used to be many
of us, now there are only four…including myself that have not converted to the Erobos,
or those that call themselves the dark ones.”
She is right to shudder, but to my surprise, she does not interrupt me. “Essentially, my brothers and I are allowed
to recruit one mortal for aid every so often, and I have chosen you.”
She tucks her legs under her and leans further into the
cushions. A very good sign. “Why?”
If she knew all my reasons she would hate me. Nothing can change what I’ve done. Not even her.
I lift my shoulders in a casual shrug that I do not feel. “You are gifted with the sight, you are of
the blood, and you have no complications to distract you.”
Her brow creases as she studies me. “What if I don’t want to help? Do
I get to leave?”
Unbelievably, she still thinks there is an escape. Let her retain her hope, for now. “If you can find the way out, you may leave
at any time.”
She cocks her jaw to the side, riffling her fingers through
her dark hair. “Cryptic your middle
name?”
Despite my efforts, a chuckle escapes me. “I haven’t a middle name.”
She smiles. “Ha. All right, do you have a first name?”
Such an insistent one.
I’ve expected her to resist me, yet she is still gathering
information. “You may call me Seth.”
Her smoky eyes lock onto mine. “You have a weird way of answering questions,
Seth. What if I take the job and don’t
like it?”
My fingers curve along velvet armrests of my chair. Her skin is softer.
My pulse quickens with the thought of touching her. I swallow, and make my body relax. “My offer stands. If at any time you can find the way out, you
may leave.”
I barely have finished speaking when she blurts, “What about
time off?”
“You will not require time off.”
She gives me a once over.
“Everyone needs time off.”
I stand and she startles.
Instead of moving toward her as I had planned I take a step back. “Are you agreeing?”
She shrugs and joins me on the carpet as she says, “It’s not
like I have anything better to do. Who
knows? It might be fun.”
Amelia
This guy is certifiable, but at least he’s
entertaining. He should be a movie
producer, or screenwriter, or something like that. His ideas floor me.
It’s taken everything in me to agree to help him. What I should be doing is crying in the corner,
or clawing through the walls to escape.
It might come to that, but not yet.
I’m intrigued by him as much as I am afraid of him. It’s stupid to feel this way, yet I can’t
seem to make myself feel anything else.
For a moment I wonder how long I’ve been here. I guess it doesn’t really matter because I no
longer have a home to go back to. Once
the landlord figures out I’m not coming to get my things, he’ll probably cart my
stuff off to charity or, more likely, his third floor unit. Slimy weasel.
Even the night before my eviction when he came to make sure I knew my
time was up, I didn’t miss his eyes clamping onto my mp3 player.
I push my greedy ex-landlord out of my mind because Seth’s
voice still echoes in my thoughts. You are of the blood.
I’ve never heard anything so ridiculous. Next, he’s gonna tell me he’s a vampire and
my blood called him to me. Yeesh. It’s bad enough he thinks he controls
dreams. I’d hate to see what would
happen if he thought he was the lord of the undead instead of the netherworld, or whatever he said this
place was. Truth is I stopped really
listening after he told me things about myself he shouldn’t know or even be
able to guess.
Still, he’s right about a few things. I have no clue where blood is concerned, but
I’ve been able to feel people out pretty well all my life. It’s what’s kept me out of real trouble, but
clairvoyant? I don’t think so. I’d be raking in the dough if I could read
people’s minds. I’m not one of those
ninnies that would use my power for the greater good or anything like
that. I figure, if you got something to
lift you up in this world, best use it.
He turns toward the far wall where the pendulum swings and
then faces me again. “Please, excuse my
manners. You must be hungry.”
“I could eat,” I tell him, but the truth is I haven’t eaten
in two days, unless you count that ketchup packet I found in the back of my
fridge. My stomach jumps at the mere
thought of food, making me forget the questions I have about this room. Like where all that fire came from, and why
there is a giant pendulum suspended out of what looks like nowhere as it rocks
back and forth. The sound is strangely
hypnotic, but I make myself focus on more important matters.
He laughs. I like the
sound even though I know I shouldn’t.
I’m getting myself into all kinds of trouble by acting like everything’s
hunky-dory, but until he does something stupid, I’m willing to pretend with
him. Poor guy.
My inner voice yells at me.
He’s not normal, how can you treat
him like he is? This place isn’t
normal, either. I’m trying to convince
myself that it’s an elaborate illusion, but even if I discount the pendulum and
fire pit, I still can’t figure out the weird hallway to nowhere.
He turns toward the wall closest to us again one of the panels
roll away. A small gasp escapes me and
his smirk irritates me. Where in the
world did that come from? On the other
side is another room. I file in behind
him, hoping he’s not leading me to his torture chamber. Trying to be subtle about it, I hover at the
threshold, unwilling to go in all the way until I make sure it’s relatively
safe.
As if he’s read my mind, he says, his voice deep and strong,
“I will not harm you, Amelia.”
My skin prickles when he says my name, and, suddenly, my
head goes woozy. Using the wall to
steady myself, I try to shrug off how weak I am. I’ve been going on adrenaline, but my body
seems to have run out.
Sky blue eyes show nothing but concern as he approaches
me. It doesn’t take a brainiak to know
what he’s gonna do. For some reason, though,
I just can’t handle the thought of his hands touching me, so I rush past him,
stumbling into the room before he can grab my arm.
Doesn’t work. He’s at
my side and guiding me toward a small table in the corner. As if he’s being careful with me, his body
curls around mine, but I won’t let myself feel safe around him.
An awkward moment passes between us as he guides me onto a
chair. Moments later, he sets a plate
of delicious smelling, steaming hot food in front of me. Where he got it is anyone’s guess. It wasn’t there a second ago, or maybe I’m
just too weak to notice things right now.
I make myself wait for him to sit even though I could down
this meal in two minutes flat. He sets
his own plate down then settles into his chair.
“Go ahead,” he says.
My fingers shake as I reach for the knife and fork. When I look at him, he gives me an
encouraging smile then looks back at my utensils. Doesn’t he know I could use these against him? He’s either stupid, or he thinks I’ve got no
chance in fighting him. Either way, all
I want right now is the hunk of meat wafting savory goodness toward my eager
nose. I fumble with the silverware, but
manage to carve a chunk off the gigantic steak and shove it into my mouth. After two bites, I’m swallowing, ready for
the next.
His hand flashes out and covers mine. My heart explodes at his warm touch and my
skin erupts in those strange tingles again.
I go still as a cornered rabbit.
Taking a deep breath, I raise my eyes to his. I don’t have to say a word for him to release
my hand.
“Forgive me,” he says.
“I merely thought you might need some help.”
“I’m not a child,” I say in a cutting tone that makes me
flinch.
“Trust me, I am aware.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I ask even though any brainless
bimbo could have caught his innuendo. I’m
no bimbo and I’m not brainless. What I
am is so mad right now I might plunge this knife right into his sculpted chest.
A muscle in his jaw jumps and so do I. “Only that I know who you are. I know how old you are. And I know you are starving. Let me help you.”
I smack my lips and take the closest goblet. My head’s rushing with warning bells and my
body has tensed again, but I sit back and let him cut my food.
I take a sniff of the drink in my hands. “What is this?”
He sighs before he answers me. “Apple juice.
Only apple juice.”
My favorite. It’s
creepy how much he knows about me, but I can’t keep my hands from bringing the
drink to my lips. I don’t think I’ve
ever tasted anything so good.
He makes one last cut and hands me my utensils. I try to smile at him, but it feels wrong,
forced. Of course it’s forced, you idiot.
He kidnapped you for heaven’s sake.
His smile is relaxed, easy.
With a tilt of his head, he eyes my food. The starving part of me shakes her fists at
him, so I set to work piling the meal away.
My stomach does a happy dance, greedily asking for more, but I know if I
don’t stop soon, I’m gonna make myself sick.
“Amelia?”
I swallow hard. I
hate when he uses my name. My body
stiffens every time he does it. “Seth?”
I say more casual than I feel.
“You needn’t rush.
There is more food if you desire it.”
I nod, but suddenly, I’m not hungry anymore. I raise my eyes to his. “Why do you really have me here?”
Seth
Amelia’s question reminds me of just how much work I have still
to do. I can imagine us sitting at this
table, enjoying the evening meal so easily…too easily.
She wants to know why I have brought her here. Should I tell her how lonely I am? Should I confess to her that I have watched
her grow from a gangly girl into the beauty that sits before me? Should I let her know how much I’ve ached to
have her with me for real?
No. That would be the
stupidest thing I could do. I take a sip
of my drink, letting the sweet liquid roll on my tongue before I swallow.
“I’ve already told you why I have brought you here, Amelia,”
I say. Even though I know my answer will
not appease her, I do not have another to give.
She sends me a frosty frown.
“Why do you keep saying my name?”
I smile to myself. “Is
it not customary to use one’s name in a conversation?”
She stands up, and her heart jumps into a run even though
her legs stay put. Her chest rises and
falls so rapidly I am worried she will swoon.
Her voice comes out breathy.
“This has been…interesting, but you really need to let me go now.”
I study my napkin. “I
cannot.”
Before I can say anything else she runs into my
chamber. She makes it into the hallway
before I catch her elbow. I wonder if
she knows how fast she just moved.
Astonishing.
She pulls against my light grip. “Let go of me, Seth!”
I don’t.
“As I have already told you, you may leave if and when you
can find the way out. I am unable to
grant your request. You are the only
person here that can access the mortal world.”
She pries my fingers off her arm. “You’re so full of it your breath smells like
horse crap.”
I step away, tempted to check for myself. Then I realize she is not being literal. “As I said before, you are welcome to try,” I
say, stepping back into my room.
My blood is pumping so fast I have to calm myself down or I
will do something I will definitely regret.
I can’t let her see me like this, so I close the door behind me. She will find me when she is finished
throwing her tantrum. So much for
avoiding the usual complications. I had
hoped to have her ready within a few days, but I see now, it will take far
longer. Until she comes to accept her
fate, training her will be futile.
A high-pitched keening reaches my ears. Her frustration slices my gut in two.
I’ve done this to her.
I’ve taken away her life. I can expect nothing less from her, yet anger
charters a trip through my veins.
What did I expect? That
she’d be grateful for a place to live and food to eat. That she’d learn to enjoy my company. I remind myself that she only needs time to
adjust. She hasn’t even been here a full
day, and I am expecting her to accept this life.
As much as I’d like to, I cannot allow myself to pity
her. She had no life before I claimed
her. She should be grateful. A sigh
escapes my lungs. Baltek nuzzles my hand
with his wet nose. I pat his head,
wishing I could ignore Amelia’s cries. No
doubt she has found her flight attempts futile, once again. Her screaming might cut a hole in my resolve
if I’m not careful.
A clattering in the hall startles me. What has she done now?
I fling the door out of the way and am into the hallway
before she can yank another sconce off the wall.
She whirls around then throws herself onto the discarded
candelabra before she brandishes it in front of her like a sword. “Stay away from me!” she demands in a hoarse
voice.
No small miracle she still has a voice with all the
screaming she’s done. Hot wax clings to
her flesh, and I know it has to hurt. However,
her eyes are feral and her body shaking.
“Amelia,” I whisper.
“Calm down.”
“Don’t you tell me to calm down, you sadistic freak! What did you give me? I’m hallucinating, right? This can’t be real. This can’t be real!”
My instincts tell me to show her just how real this is, but
I slow the rushing blood in my veins. “I
know how frightening this must be for you,” I say. “Please, come back inside.”
She shakes her head.
“What’s the point in having a hallway if it doesn’t go anywhere?”
I’ve asked myself the same question for millennia. Unfortunately, I still do not have an
answer. With cautious movements, I raise
my hand toward her. “Please,
Amelia. Come back inside. We’ll talk.”
“And what else?” she hisses at me.
It’s not hard for me to catch her insinuation. I shake my head. “I will not harm you. I make a solemn vow to never harm you.”
Her tongue flits out and slides along her bottom lip. I close my eyes against the image. She should not do such things. Hoping she will follow me, I swallow and turn
away from her, away from my instincts to take what I have craved for so long.
The candlestick twangs against the cobbles before her sobs
fill the space. I’ve never hated myself
more than I do in this moment.
She doesn’t even protest when I pick her up and carry her
into her room. Baltek moans at me as I
walk by. I give him a silent command and
he takes his place on the rug. I’ve
neglected him today. I’ll have to make
it up to him later.
Amelia cries into my shoulder, and I want nothing more than
to hold her for the rest of eternity, yet I have to let her go.
I lay her down gently, and she curls into a ball. I’ve been expecting this reaction from her; I
just never thought it would cut so deep.
“Rest well, sweet one. I’ll be in
my room if you need me.” Before I make
it out the door, I turn back to her. She
doesn’t respond, but I’m quite sure she’s listening to my every breath. “And Amelia, you may ask me any question you
like, but know this: I will always tell
you the truth.”
Chapter Two
Amelia
I cry for hours or days; maybe it’s been years. I don’t know.
What I do know is that I have to stop. I have to think. Being irrational won’t get me out of this
place.
Seth was so gentle with me, too gentle. I can’t imagine why a man like him would have
to resort to kidnapping to get a woman, but maybe he gets off on it. I shudder at the thought. I don’t know a thing about him, and it’s
beginning to scare me more than I want it to.
I’m not quite awake, but no matter what I do I can’t fall
asleep, not with him in the next room.
I flop onto my back and stare at the ceiling. My stomach aches from crying and my eyes throb
to the beat of my pulse. It’s as if
every part of me is aware of Seth, even though he’s sitting in the next room.
My fingers ball up and I pound the mattress. I blew it.
I totally had things under control until I had to go and let my inner wimp
convince me that I was long overdue for a tantrum.
Maybe I was.
But as I lay here in the candlelit room, I’m convinced the
only way I will ever get out of here is to go with the flow. The only problem is I can’t seem to make
myself get up because, once I do, I’ll have to talk to him. I’ll have to look into his entrancing eyes
and hope I can clean up the mess I’ve made.
I meander toward the door but stop when I notice my
reflection in the mirror. Someone
unrecognizable stares back at me. I’ve
dealt with pain. I’ve dealt with
heartache, but I’ve never felt this lonely…this isolated.
I’m sure that’s what he wants me to feel. Too bad for him, I’m no wilting rose. Justine taught me to be strong, and I’m not
about to cower in this room for days or weeks when I can still function. I’m gonna see what his deal is one way or
another, but he’d better watch out. This
rattler is ready to strike.
I shake my head at my reflection. Big talker, I tell myself, wondering what I
did to get into this predicament. For
years I’ve prided myself on being hyperaware of everything around me, yet I never
noticed him. Not once.
There’s no way I’ve ever seen him before. I would have recognized someone as hot as he
is, so my only conclusion can be that he is pretty darn good at stalking. Another shiver slices through me.
Why’d he have to be so nutso anyway? If he wanted a date all he had to do was
introduce himself, maybe suggest a movie and dinner after flirting with me for
a while. Now, there’s just too much
weirdness involved for me to ever be willing to think of him in a romantic way,
no matter how he looks. My inner voice
shoots me a yeah right, but I ignore
her. She isn’t the one in control
here. I am.
The only thing is—how am I going to get his guard down
without chumming up to him? More
importantly, how in the world am I gonna convince him that he needs to let me
go?
I glance in the mirror again. Man, I need a shower, but I’m afraid to ask
where the facilities are. Unfortunately,
my bladder isn’t about to let me get away with that excuse for long. I peruse the room again looking for a door
that I know doesn’t exist.
There’s an enormous closet thing against the far wall I
didn’t notice before. Maybe it’s a
wardrobe. Either way, it takes up nearly
the entire wall, which, in this room, is saying something. The dark wood is carved in intricate
scrollwork that matches the bed.
The place is elegant.
I’ve never seen something so ritzy in my life. I’m kind of afraid to touch anything, yet all
my fingers want to do is trace the oval inlay in front of me. The scene is of some kind of lake with
wildlife all around it. What’s weird,
though, is there’s a creature hidden behind a grouping of trees. Only its outline is visible. It could be a bear on its hind legs, but for
some reason, I don’t think it is.
I let my fingertips glide along the wood, wondering who made
this piece, wondering if it somehow could transport me into the magical land depicted
in its glassy depths, away from this stifling space, away from Seth.
When I pull open the doors, I’m surprised to see a gigantic
rack full of freshly pressed dresses, skirts, shirts and pants. Along one side is a row of shelves with
sweaters. Shoes in every assortment I
can imagine rest on the bottom shelf.
A husky voice cuts through my musing. “Ah, I see you’ve found your wardrobe.”
Feeling rather than seeing his approach my body stiffens. I thought he was going to stay in his room.
I grit my teeth, pretending his presence doesn’t affect me as
much as it does, pretending he’s invisible.
It doesn’t work. “Leave me
alone,” I say. I’m not ready to see his
face, or am I just not ready to face him?
He doesn’t answer right away, but he doesn’t leave
either. I’m sure he’s waiting for me to
acknowledge him, and he’s gonna be waiting until hell is blessed with its first
frost.
His arm brushes my shoulder as he sidles in next to me. I make myself step away and walk calmly
toward the bed, knowing there’s no use in me sprinting past him again. A burning rage ignites inside me. It’s all I can do to keep myself from landing
a solid punch to his pristine face.
I can’t risk it.
Beatings I can take, but I’m still not sure what he wants from me, so
I’m saving my strength in case I need it.
When he clears his throat, I whirl around, expecting to see frustration
in his blue eyes, but all I see is patience, which only manages to make my
blood bubble a little more. I grit my
teeth then say, “What do you want from me, Seth? Don’t give me that crap about dreams,
either. I’m not in the mood.”
Seth
I ignore Amelia’s biting tone. I’m too focused on those full lips that are
currently frowning at me. I deserve no
less for what I’ve done to her, for what I will do to her.
I clear my throat again, hoping it will clear my mind. “I thought you might like to freshen up?”
Her creamy skin flashes pale, but she recovers quickly. “Not until you tell me what I’m up against
here.”
I had hoped to have civil conversations with her right away,
but apparently from her deepening frown, she is not in the mood for that,
either. Best to be honest with her. “I’ve delayed as long as I can. I have business to attend, but I promise we
will discuss this as soon as I return.”
I motion toward the opposite wall where her bed rests. Her hypnotizing eyes follow the movement and
widen when the door emerges at my command.
I’ve found it is best to reveal my lair, as she called it,
piece by piece. I am pleased by the
smile that tugs her mouth. No doubt, she
thinks it is a way out. Hopefully, the
room that awaits her will offer some solace.
I don’t hover even though I would love to see her reaction
when she opens the door. Instead, I
leave a tidbit of information I’m hoping she will want to bite. “I shall see you when I return.” I turn to leave, but she’s blocking my way before
I can take a step.
Her eyes laser into mine.
“I thought you said there wasn’t a way out of here. You’re not leaving me alone in this place.”
I give her a regretful smile. “I’m afraid I must. Duty calls.”
“You said you couldn’t leave! What else have you been lying to me about?”
I bypass her easily and make it halfway across my room
before she even crosses the threshold.
She sprints to catch me, and I let her curl her fingers around my bicep
savoring every second of skin to skin contact I am allowed. I have failed to realize the advantages of
wearing short sleeves until this moment.
Her velvet touch is enthralling, but I command my blood to
slow, my heart to remain calm. With
practiced movements, I stare at her hand then look directly into her eyes. Her pupils dilate and her lips part in an
invitation I know she does not intend to offer.
Her pulse is a siren song, but I cannot get caught up in the
sound; I cannot allow myself to get distracted by her sultry scent,
either. My feet refuse my command to
step back, so I smile instead.
That’s all it takes for her to drop her hand to her side and
move away from me.
“Amelia,” I say. I am
unsure why I want to use her name so often.
Maybe it is her mere presence that creates the desire? My voice reflects the softness I feel for
her. “I know you are scared, and I am
sorry for causing your fear. You will
see in time, you needn’t fear me, yet I have no more time at the moment to give
you. Please step away from me.”
“You’re not ditching me!” she hisses.
I close my eyes and shut my heart against the panic in her
voice. “You are not ready to follow me,
sweet one. Please, do as I say.” When she doesn’t move I pick her up.
She pounds my chest, my shoulders, my back. “Let me down!”
Oh how I wish I had time to resolve this conflict. I cannot help myself as I slide her body
along mine when I am inside her room. My
lips brush her ear and she stiffens, but her heartbeat tells me a different
story.
I keep her in my embrace while I speak because I know if I
see that mouth of hers, I will not be able to go. I speak calmly into her ear, “I will return
in a few hours. Make yourself at
home. If you need anything at all,
merely speak your request.”
I let her go and slide through the door, locking it the
moment it shuts. Her fists pound the
barrier between us. “Seth, you can’t do
this to me! Seth! Please!
Let me out.”
I grit my teeth and focus, calling the flames. With Amelia screaming at me, I step into the
dreamscape.
Amelia
I scream until my voice runs out. I pound the door, kick it until my foot aches. When that fails to budge the door, I scan the
room for something to smash through it.
He left. Seth left me
here. Alone.
I’m alone.
Nothing’s changed, really, but in this moment I’m lonelier
than I could have ever imagined. He’s
using mind games on me; however, it’s not going to work.
That little stunt he pulled before he locked me in here won’t
work, either. What kind of idiot does he
take me for? I’m not going to fall for
him just because he ran his velvet tongue along my earlobe.
I ignore the shiver that snakes down my spine and open the
door he materialized out of a frigging wall.
I have no clue how he did that, but he must have spent tons of dough on
his equipment. He wants me to believe
he’s all mystical or something, but I have him figured out. He’s not going to get to me. I’m not going to let him.
The cool brass handle gives under my twist. With the slightest pressure, the door slides
open and a bright light blasts on, illuminating the most amazing bathroom that
could ever exist.
A gigantic tub rests in the center of the room. Mahogany cabinets line the soft green walls
and all I can think of doing is searching through them to see what’s
inside. I’ve never been to a spa, but I
doubt any could compete with this.
I find some bubble bath that smells like plums along with a
sponge and shampoo. I rush to the other
room and grab some clothes to change into.
Without hesitating I turn and lock the door. He’s probably got a key, and I might be
stepping into his trap to get me naked, but at this moment, I need a bath so
bad my skin aches for it.
I’ve only had one real bath in my life and that’s when
Justine splurged for a fancy hotel on my sixteenth birthday. We were in between towns so it wasn’t like I
had a crew to hang with anyway. She was
so sweet to me that day. Took me to see
a movie and got me some new clothes at the mall.
I’d tried to get her to take me to the discount stores, but
she wouldn’t hear of it, said I needed something special.
I still have those jeans she paid a hundred bucks for. At least I did.
My head can’t seem to keep from shaking. I miss her so much it hurts my heart every
day of my life, but maybe I won’t have to worry about that anymore. It’s not like I have a life now.
Suddenly, I’m not so eager to take a bath. I’m not so willing to give in. Maybe I should let myself simmer in my sweat
for a while, see how much he likes me then.
After I relieve my bladder I bypass the tub and go back into
the bedroom. Seth said all I had to do
was ask for things and this room would magically give them to me, so I begin
with something simple. “I want real
light in here,” I say into the nothingness.
The room explodes with light from a source I can’t seem to
find. I smile.
“I want a door out of this place,” I demand, going right for
the good stuff. Nothing happens. I sigh.
Should have known he was lying. I
try again out of spite. “I want a
million dollars.”
A bunch of neat stacks of bills appear on my bed. No freaking way!
I rush over to the money and take a crisp hundred between my
fingers. Feels real enough. For a moment I get caught up in it all. I gather as much of it into my arms as I can and
sniff.
Somehow, I thought money would smell better. I shrug then throw myself onto the pile;
pretty soon I’m covered in money. The
fascination dies pretty quickly, though, so I try my request again. “Show me the front door.”
Nothing.
“Show me the back door.”
Nothing.
Damn.
I think for a minute then demand some chocolate from my friendly
neighborhood genie room. It’s cool and
all, but all I can think about is getting out of here. A basket filled with Belgium chocolate
appears on my bed. I throw the money on
the floor and rip through the plastic.
The first bite throws me for a spin. It’s soooo good. Better than any old yogurt could ever be, no
matter what they tell people on TV.
I slap my forehead for being such an idiot. Seth’s probably taping this right now,
sicko. My stomach tumbles to my
toes. What if he has cameras in the
bathroom?
He wouldn’t.
But how can I be sure?
I march in there and trash the room trying to find the
cameras but unless he’s got them imbedded in the tiles they aren’t here. I’m being so paranoid right now, but I don’t
know how to be anything else.
I tell the room I want a clock with the real time on
it. A cordless number appears on my
nightstand, big glowy numbers and all.
After debating for an hour, I decide to clean up the
bathroom. I just wish I knew why it
matters so much to me that he doesn’t see it destroyed.
After I get a whiff of myself, I even break down and take a
bath. When I walk into the bedroom,
nothing’s different. Two hours have passed
by without one peep from Seth or his dog.
Sure. Fido gets to go
out for a stroll, but I’m locked up like the newest inmate.
My teeth grind together and make this awful noise that makes
me want to grind my teeth more. Why do I
keep having to remind myself I’m Seth’s prisoner? It’s like a part of me would be more than
happy to be buddies with him or something.
So not cool of me.
After a while, I lay down and try to sleep. It doesn’t work, yet I’m so tired I can
hardly keep my eyes open. I tell the
lights to turn off and they do, then I think of something. They blaze back on at my command and I’m at
Seth’s door faster than I should be able to move.
Weird. I shrug and
try the knob. “I want this door to
open.”
It does.
The heat registers before the scene does. His wall of fire is at full blaze, but it
hasn’t scorched his room. In a weird way
it looks like an upside down waterfall or a really weird supersized movie
screen.
When I’m pretty sure it’s not going to rush at me like it
did last time, I step into his room. Any
other time I would have thought what I was seeing was amazing, but right now
all I can think about is where he’s gone.
I check the hallway just to make sure, but I’ve spent too much time
there already to be tempted by it again.
I take a step closer to the fire and an image flickers in
the flames. It looks like a park, but the
scene is pitch black and hard to make out.
My feet move closer, even though I know I’m stupid for doing it.
As I step nearer, I’m able to see more. A picnic table takes shape, as does a street
light down the way. The heat from the
flames calls to me, beckoning me into its embrace. It’s like a drumbeat in my head. Come to
me, come to me, come to me.
Part of my brain is screaming at me to turn around and jet
back to my room, but that part is overshadowed by my curiosity, this strange
compulsion I feel to take that first step through the flames. For some reason I’m no longer afraid of the
fire and I should be. What the heck’s
wrong with me?
My muscles bunch as I anticipate moving through the flickering
wall. Maybe that’s my way out of
here? Maybe it’s like that show on TV,
but that was water. I scrunch up my nose
and bring my fingers closer to the flames.
Only an inch away, my skin scorches.
I stumble back and clutch my hand to my chest. I take a deep breath then sigh, realizing how
close I came to killing myself. Before I
can register anything else, something in the flames moves. A ghostly shape detaches from the
shadows. All I can think is it’s coming
for me. It’s going to see me. No.
It’s going to get me.
I turn and run.
Seth
As I step from the shadows I see her. For one frightening moment I think she’s
going to join me. I panic. Wild thoughts bombard me, yet I don’t have
time to stop her from crossing the barrier.
She’s not ready. Even
if she manages to pass the test of the flames, she’ll be taken
immediately. I should have talked to her
before I left. I should have
explained. Dwelling on my regret will
not help me now. I try to focus my
energy, to morph into something that will help her.
She seems to notice me and hope sprouts in my chest. Her face contorts with fear and I am now optimistic. When she turns and flees back into her room, my
heart sighs. I should have warned her
before I left, but I didn’t think there was any way she’d be able to get into
my room.
Suddenly, anger takes me.
I’m just now solidifying but I can already feel my firing pulse in my
veins.
She’s brazen. It’s
part of why she’s here with me, but I need her to be level headed. I need her to listen to me. No matter what, I have to find out how she
got into my room.
It shouldn’t have been possible.
Reality is I should have been more careful.
The moment I’m corporeal again, I rush back through the
barrier and head for her room.
The damn door is locked.
I twist the knob, but it doesn’t budge.
What the hell is going on? Whose
house is this anyway?
I pound on the door, yet I make sure my voice is level. “Amelia, I need to speak to you.”
“Go away,” she shouts.
Her voice is so full of fear it surrounds me.
Although it is nearly impossible, I make myself stay
calm. It will do me no good to make her
fear me more than she already does. “I’m
going to speak with you one way or another, so you might as well open the
door.”
“Leave me alone.
You’re a liar! I don’t want to
talk.”
I grit my teeth and try to swallow my rage. “Amelia, I’m giving you to the count of
three.”
She huffs which only manages to infuriate me further. I bypass my counting and charge through her
door; it shatters on impact.
She jumps from the bed, and I make myself stay put. My body ignites from one look at her. Why is she dressed like that? Her little shorts barely skim the tops of her
sumptuous thighs.
The terror in her eyes quells my fervor. As it should be, she recoils away from me,
backing toward the bathroom.
Calm down. I have to
calm down.
I close my eyes and pinch the bridge of my nose. “Why were you in my room?” I ask. My voice is harsher than I want it to be.
She laughs, and it’s all I can do to not throttle her. When she finally gives me an answer, it’s not
what I expected. “All I did was ask the
door to open and you’re acting like I just committed grand theft auto!”
I cross the distance between us in less time than she can
make it into the bathroom. I don’t want
to have to crash through another door, so I stop her. I expect her to scream when I grab her
shoulder. She doesn’t.
Her eyes ice over before she looks at my hand. “Let go of me, you freak!”
“Freak, am I? I’ve
been called many things in my time, but freak has never been one of them.”
“Well, bully for you.”
“Amelia.”
She stares me down. “Seth.”
What I want to do right now is crash my lips against hers
just to see what happens. Instead, I try
to level with her. “I need you to
understand something very important.” I
take her to the door and thrust a finger toward the flames. “I am not the worst thing out there. Within my realm, you are safe, but the moment
you cross into the dreamscape, you will be targeted. Do you understand me?”
She sneers at me. “You’re
delusional. I wasn’t going to say
anything, but you really need to see a shrink.
There’s no such thing as a dreamscape.”
She yanks on her arm, and I let her go.
For now. “All I want is to go
ho…” Her words die and she grits her
teeth. “I just want out of here, okay?”
“No.”
“No?”
“You heard me.”
“Yeah, but I thought you might be reasonable. I promise I won’t say anything to the cops. I don’t even know where we are. Just let me go, and we’ll pretend this never
happened.”
“But it has happened.
You belong to me now.”
She shakes her head and steps away from me. Every time she does it I’m reminded of how
much she fears me, despite her bluster.
As tasty as it is, her fear is not what I desire.
If she will only give me a chance to show her, to explain, I
know she will want to be here—at least I hope she will.
Her back is to the wall and she looks like she is going to
either kick me or pass out.
“Please listen to me,” I coax. “I promised to give you answers, and I’m
sorry for upsetting you, but you don’t know how much danger you were just in.”
Her expression morphs into pure desperation. “The only danger I need to worry about is
you! Just let me go!”
I lower my head, not able to take the panic in her eyes. “I cannot.
You need to accept this.”
Amelia
Seth wants me to accept this. What does that even mean?
Am I supposed to just give in? Am I supposed to let him go on pretending?
He scares me more than I want to admit. It’s not that I think he would physically
harm me. I’m more worried about keeping
my wits. I’m already panicking every
time he leaves, and I know that’s not good.
I’ve been alone most of my life, but here, in this place, I
can’t stand it. It’s like I’m the only
person that exists. A chill slithers
down my spine, but I keep my cool. I’m
waiting him out. I haven’t said anything
to his demand that I accept this because there’s really nothing to say.
He sits down on my bed, and I can’t quite believe how good
he looks there.
Man, I wish he was ugly.
He smiles at me knowingly, so I figuratively wipe the drool
from my mouth. I’m so stupid sometimes
it kills me. He motions for me to
sit. I scoff and slide down the wall to
the floor, stretching my legs out in front of me.
His voice is soothing after being alone for so long. “I know you still aren’t ready to accept the
inexplicable things you’ve seen here,” he says, “yet how many times will you
have to see before you believe?”
I make like I’m picking something out of my teeth. “I don’t know how you’ve done it, but there
has to be a logical explanation.”
“There is.”
Now we’re getting somewhere.
“Yeah, what’s that?”
“Some things are not explainable.”
“Good one,” I say, mustering up the courage to look at him
again. He sits there, still, with that
knowing gleam in his eyes. What he
thinks he knows about me, I’ll probably never know, even still, I’m determined
to prove him wrong. “Mind saying
something that doesn’t need an interpreter to understand?”
“There is a way for you to leave,” he says, his voice
guarded. When my eyes bulge out of my
head, he waves me off. “The Dreamscape—”
I groan. I can’t help
it. “Not that again.”
His blue eyes narrow at me and for a moment I’m lost in
those volatile depths. “I thought you
wanted the truth,” he says, breaking the spell.
I glance at his dog, which just peeked into the room, to
distract myself. “I do.”
“Are you sure?”
I scoff. “Your truth
and mine aren’t anywhere near each other, so it won’t do you much good to talk
to me anyway.”
“I’m not leaving until we agree on a few rules.”
“Sure thing,” I say. “Anything
to get you out of my face.”
He pulls his bottom lip between his teeth and smiles. His voice comes out as a low purr. “You haven’t seen in me your face yet.”
My heart explodes from the smoldering look he’s shooting at
me. All I want to do is give in to him,
yet I know I can’t. His blatant flirting
is getting so hard to resist, and I don’t know why. He’s a total freak, and I know it. Besides, I haven’t been here that long. I should be able to hold my own for as long
as it takes, but with each smile he gives me, I melt a little bit more. Without a doubt I’m totally, irrevocably,
pathetic.
I give him a face and say, “Let’s keep it that way, all
right, Seth?”
“Sure, Amelia.” His
smile withers away, which makes me want to tell him a joke. “Anything you want.”
I steel my resolve again and grit my teeth. “In that case, let me go.”
His head shakes, but he tilts it back and smiles. “Where would you go if I could let you out of
here?”
I smirk at him. “I’d
find a place.”
“With Roberto?”
I nearly gag, partly because that’s just gross and partly
because I hate that he knows about my friend.
“You’re sick.”
“Maybe, but I’m offering you more than you’ve ever had in
your life.”
I glance at the wads of cash littering the floor and so does
he. “Yeah, everything except my
freedom.”
“If there were any other way, I would—” He shakes his head. “No. I’m not going to lie to you. Every so often I am allowed one hour out of
my prison. I’ve learned to use that time
wisely. This time, I came for you. I’ve been waiting years to have you here with
me, and I will do everything in my power to keep you here for a very, very long
time.”
I make a choking sound.
I can’t breathe for a second, but I recover before he can reach me. “I don’t think I want to know the depths of
sickdom you’ve sunken to. Just let me
out of here.”
“Amelia, I’m not going to tell you this again. If you ask me to let you go one more time, I
am afraid I might do something rash. You
don’t want that and neither do I, so please, just listen to me. After I have finished, you may choose to
believe what you will, but until then I ask you to stay silent, for both our
sakes.”
This girl doesn’t know what she does to me. She also doesn’t know what is good for
her. She’s still staring at me, leaning
against the wall and it’s all I can do to keep from yanking her against me and
shutting her up with my mouth.
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